Tuesday, November 29, 2005

START WITH HELLO.
nut

the fall of the end & the end isn't what we
talked about. the fall of everything true (?) &
hard. and sorry, the feel of breaking everything
& everything breaking like rolled over and over
again till there is no end there is not stop no
pause no signal for it to start again and the
remaining space echoes the reminders and
goodbyes. because the fall felt forever like
there never was a plan for the beginning the
keywords being "not start over" and goodbye
is a word you choose not to say but couldnt
help it. helpless no choice and self sacrificial (hah!)
to not think would be a crime, a small betrayal
to what everything really means, to the fall
of empty promises future plans a spark
or that elusive something else, somethingelse
like a prick (or a hard dick sticking out) out
of the life of the fall of everything unwritten
unspoken. and made not known is much more
better than twisted thoughts taunting tales. stop
end now.

I. O. U. upcoming weeks.

+ t-shirt design for camp committee . + get better. + 2 camp meetings . + newsletter meeting. + Tao Nan Carnival . + le open house . + ...