flavour of the _______________.

i shouldnt care anymore right; it just doesnt matter.
i just heard, and i cannot believe it, but i must. because it is the truth.
so what am i doing, what am i actually doing? disregard everything. everything.
and how could i be sooo fucking stoopid.
me, the ever cynical cautious one.

forget it, not twice. not again. becauseheshouldntdeserveme.
this has got to stop, got to stop. i just realised im just the flavour of the _________.

whatever word you choose.