Monday, October 31, 2005

much needed therapy.

okay, so i finally did buy something lots of things. although i still want to get more shoes : my heels hurt from wearing small shoes too much. let's see; a tubedress on sale, a bag, shoes, things for dear room, oh, and dashboardconfessional's album woooot.

you know what's the worst part about deardad throwing away the shoes? half of what's inside the bag is supposed to be given to my cousins because they couldnt afford to get shoes. sob story.

deepavali is a bust this year. no visiting, no vegetable tairu, no murukus. hey, you cant blame me okay, the food's great. and work comes first this time around.

hari raya will be soulful this year. less visiting, more helping out and vcd marathons at dear grandma's place. oh and they will of course, be typical and karaoke all afternoon. after a while, hari raya feels like a PR event to me albeit the fact that there are no media kits given out. this is the time to show that you have a clean image, dress nice, talk nice, tell good stories about your family and maintain whatever good impression they have of you.

hari raya feels different this time around. not good different.
it feels strange.

I. O. U. upcoming weeks.

+ t-shirt design for camp committee . + get better. + 2 camp meetings . + newsletter meeting. + Tao Nan Carnival . + le open house . + ...