it isn't easy to find someone who understands nowadays.
even harder to have someone who is willing to listen.
just plain old unfiltered conversations. hanging up halfway because it felt so stupid turned out to be so stupid after all. it's not so much depending as it is ranting out to one who knows what the hell i'm talking about with that same one actually listening and responding (grunts don't count).
either that or dearfeelingfriend's so bored, he has no choice.
laughing too much when talking results in not being able to remember what is was that's hurting. sometimes it's blocked out on purpose anyway.
it gets peculiar like this. that's just it.