i dont want to be mediocre.
when i look around me, why do i feel like it's something i cannot escape from. inevitable.
it's like being trapped under a coconut shell made of glass; still being able to see everything but unable to touch or grasp them sweet things. and when i hear, and imagine and experience something (be it) a minute sample of big things, i get so excited, i hyperventilate.
and that tuan tuan dan puan puan, dont come a lot.
cannot wait for redwhite&okgo tomorow. it has been awhile.
and the smell of added ka-ching.
though big the commitment, the heart's all ready to go.