Ended in bitter tears.
How is it that i can feel like such a letdown when i'm almost not certain whose fault it exactly is. oh is that so freaking peculiar. i shouldnt expect anything less. destiny, fate, all those seredipity crap has a warped way of shackling my feet to the ground, almost not allowing me to move anywhere. or any further.
i wonder why all these leftover feelings resurfaces. it's like i lost out on something; so fucking sweet, like rain. like it could've been great. but it stopped in the middle, and that unwillingly became the much evasive end. alas, so cruel.
redemption, this is not a way.