i hope this feeling (this fucking special sense) of empowerment dont leave me, because i do deserve this, i do i do. the other un-named things gets lesser&lesser 'till one day, i hope nothing's left because truth be told, i dont want to hold on to anything, any single shred. i dont even want a slight hint of what's passed because it has passed. this tiny heart feels mighty and happy, mind you.
which is why i so adamantly (and a bit selfishly) want to be with people.
it's this urge to celebrate.
because ive never had a chance to.