im not going to let the fear decide im not gonna give the fear a fucking chance not one more time not today or later on in this life no no because it is not deserving enough i should have some reference a certain mark to distinguish whatever it is that makes these eyes go pop and nothing should ever control me and only i know who can free will free fucking will.
i'll bow out like the gracious host i am and no matter how much i know these will all be missed this is also much needed subconsciously the considerate one turned selfish and there's nothing that can be done shutup stand up straight walk on and away because i dont need all these maybe the immature in you needs it more and why is it that i must care when you dont fucking care about every single teardrop no can do not anyfuckingmore.
falloutoflove might be easier this way it's already gone i'm done and i will never turn back.