it is sometimes of no use to try and churn out positive thoughts because the honorable brain would invert it somehow into something not as pretty, and then you wonder why you even bother. i had a breather, and then it was clogged up with cigarette smoke and mindless noise from people i barely know.
it is true, you have to have a fake yet considerate laugh to throw off anyone (especially people you're working with) who mentions a bad joke or some stoopidly contructed sentence that doesnt strike you as funny. you just have to laugh anyway, it just seem important.
what a compelling story iamdina is. because, see, i want to be dina. she dares to be crazy, fictional character or not.
what i'm trying to say is: my life's been quite good.
(negative thoughts, weight issue, sad temperaments and lack of moolah aside.)
this city's getting smaller on me, and this appetite's growing me out.