i cannot believe my ears when i heard what i heard before the dialtone, and he refused to repeat it. that's twice already, and im not sure what i must do. i cannot lie and say it's not nice because it is okaylah. but it wasnt what i wanted to hear.
and especially not from someone else. it just sounds wrong, though im not sure what is right. it cannot be right, right?
dearheart is not into it, and how do i say im sorry. again.
i feel bad lah, and i dunno how to say it without it hurting him. again.
i'll just stop, put it to rest. sigh.
it would be easier to say yes. right?