i found his old blog. and i told myself i wont read it for fear of churning somemore feelings out but i couldnt resist. man, somebody has to run by me the curiosity kills the cat concept again.
these tears are forming and there is no other place to put them.
and when everybody's saying their sorries and giving out their sympathies, lemme tell you this: no one is sorrier than me.
and i always teased him and i always said that when we break up, the breakup song for me will be august in bethany, the juliana theory. and im right. heh.
excuse me, im going to break.