hard luck.

there are just so many songs i would like to put here, but i cant seem to. there are so many things i want to say but i cannot seem to put it all down. not right now maybe. it's weird how when im away from the computer, i have this sudden urge to write and when im sitting right in front of it, like right now, my fingers just stop typing.

im now a 46kg person, from a previous 51.
something to be happy about? hah.

due to some communication breakdown between deargrandfather and dearmotherr, i now have a helper residing at our house for two whole weeks. im still not used to her around, and yes, i much prefer to do things myself. she has been quite a big help because house being clean equals to less nags from dearmotherr equals to less stressful me.

it's hariraya and yet i only have 15$ left in the posb. how now, im also not sure. maybe it's a good thing you know. then i wouldnt spend.

and hey ho, i finally got it: dashboard's 'the places you have come to fear the most' and i was oh so excited but there was no one around for me to be excited with. i guess i have to get used to that.

honestly speaking, i never thought i'd be in the same situation as the two of you. never. so this is a shock to me, and im trying not to say much. maybe it'll pass, maybe it wont.

oh yes, dashboard's still on repeat, heh.

i remembered what you said once way back. you said you thought we're not gonna last that long. i wrote it down then, and i read it again.

enough. i have nothing else to say.