i am doing this amidst deardad's drilling. they're all so excited because they're sponsoring a wedding exhibition at inter-continental hotel. i would push you to go, if only there wasn't a 30$ fee imposed on per couple. it's big, yes, and everything's all rowdy here. the drillings are making my teeth rattle. it's that loud.
everything big that happens in this family always revolve around ze birthdate. mine, to be exact. im not trying to make me sound ridiculously special (haha) or anything like that. but come on, this year, they have the big exhibition this weekend. last year was also big; my cousin's wedding where the family had a photographer come down to take pics. the year before was the family's infamous gathering. in year 1 it was yet another wedding. i cannot remember year 2.
point taken?
i havent touch coffee for 6 days. now im not sure if im having withdrawal symptoms; my nose won't stop dribbling and ive been feeling so lethargic for the past six days. milo doesnt have a kick, and that proves to be a problem.
believe it or not, i feel like trying xando's slimming coffee. any idea it would work, it just sounds easy you know. as opposed to them other diets. or drink green tea everyday, says Oprah.
4 days staying at deargrandma's place. i had an epiphany whilst watching dear greatgrandma made her painful walk to the toilet for the 4th time in two hours. elderly people (read: 80years above) are much like babies. they sleep alot, they need to be fed and cleaned and they love company. helpless. cruel as this may sound, they remind me of a helpless lover.
'senyap rumah ni nanti. biler kau nak datang lagi?' asked the one with the rattling hands.
on other news, i have no respect for someone who dont pull their own weight. and she's supposed to be a senior some more, why does it feel like i am doing everything. looking at the pay i get, i'd say someone's taking advantage. i hate people like that and i really cant wait until this is all over. only problem is, i dont have money, balls. 6 bux to last me until the end of this month, and a measly 4bux in ezlink.
kesiankan, haha. forget your sympathy, my fault in the first place.
oh have i told you, i did get free bewithme passes,
and we'll see thurs wont we, b?
hair's short and trimmed. i feel so light.
and im getting tired by the day. of everything, and everything. i dont want anything to happen and yet i want excitement but i wont want it to be just one day. go figure.