AS WE CALMLY WAIT
nut

It feels like a december
and we're at the end again.
too cold for august
too sad for july;
your silent breath on my cheek
and the precious goodbye.

In a moment's reality,
an afternoon's dream,
the footsteps sounded fresh
your scripted eyes looked familiar.
oh look alive baby,
the end is near.
the regretful words repeat
of salvage that you fear.

and in a second's notice
that monotonous stare
you calmly conclude
what you've always prepared.

Now now, nothing's solid
yet alot has been proven.
the beginning's long gone, start
the mourning, the silent prayer.
Don't fret now darling
we've come up to here.

and there's nothing left to do
we never said it's true.