[vibe: excited!!!! yes, i realise the number of exclamation marks.]
pay has reached my hands and i am oh so delighted. going to be busy now so hurry and book me. erm, right, i wish.
i realise the joke's on me when monitor is already repaired but stoopid computer is still giving me problems. with internet and shit like that. heck, i cant even go online no more. Acer's gonna be called up again and this time i bet they'll take away the CPU for a couple of days. for the tech hospital they keep. blatantly stoopid- they dont check everything when they serviced it the other day.
i still have a huge dislike towards the guy who lives with me. now that dad's gone (out of the country) a couple of days, the tall guy's out to play. apparent by him enjoying the many midnight escapades everyday. i dont always hate him, but really, i cannot wait till he gets to NS.
i feel guilt, yes, because we used to be close. but okay, why should i always care if he does not. not even for them, dutifully dubbed parents. i remember about weeks ago when kak shera told me while we (djools me her) were chomping down our food at SIM that i used to hate him when we were kids. back then when me and her used to play 'air pasang pagi' i used to tell her amidst many claps and happy shit like that, that i wished he was dead. wow, i never thought i was that evil.
i say fuck too much nowadays. had to bite my tongue a couple of time for fear of spewing that word to my customer. i pride myself in giving the best service. erm, customer-wise (what the hell were you thinking?).
had my brush with racism yet again. i was polite throughout, mind you. did everything nice, and i was patient. surprised me how i was that tolerant. he was staring at me with bitter eyes. and i am that nice. turned out okay, though i hate that 'ive been prejudiced' feeling afterwards. oh well, that's life for you babies.
i dont believe it's the breakup season. nope, no such thing.
no such things as omens too. you guys are reading too much into things.
i can be nonsensical. but im pretty much level headed when you need me to be.
i'd like to think it's a good thing.
why do they think they're better when what they do dont make them as better. my God, do they actually think they are? i feel sick. i really do. let's not be judges shall we? let's just be members of the court.
number 10 people.
only 2 more months to a dozen, you do the math.
im still excited.
while i may not look like a romantic fool (because as always, i look like im pretty much pregnant), i actually like it when i have occassional bouts of romanticism.
=).