[emo trip: lots of highs, and some lows. we can still jiggy though.]
the passing was somewhat celebratory, but today didnt seem like a night to celebrate. today was quite a good day to shop. not as if everyday is not. the more irritating older sibling is asking me to hurry to erm, satisfy his many urges. believe me, i dont want to know.
you will be proud of me. because for the 1st time today, i bought something expensive. the most expensive thing ive ever bought in my almost 20 years of life. a whooping $39 for a red and white polka dot long sleeved dress. okay, it might not be expensive to you, but it was hard to part with that much money for me, being the 2nd hand thriftstore shopper that i am.
when i put it on me, it's worth it i tell you. the stomach's bulging a little, but you don't mind right?
work starts on monday.
suffering so much and still left hanging with questions unanswered. boo you, you jerk; messing with someone you promised you would take care of. so much for promises. people like you make us girls have a bad impression about guys, thus making other guys feel stereotyped and angry that the girl thinks about him that way. but hello 2nd guy, shouldnt you blame the 1st guy instead of the girl? i bet you dont even understand what i mean.
joey's funny. joey's cute. joey's charming. and joey's comical. but i didnt watch joey so i have no proof.
heart jumps everytime i look at the red dress. for once, a longsleeved dress just for me. move over, darling. ive found a new love.
the uncanny people meeting up for dinner can be seen as weird. on the other hand, it's quite comforting to know that people dont change and that's a gd thing. we're doing it again on wednesday, and i have to say, i enjoy it. truly.
so what do you plan to do now? staycalm, dont cry so much. call him and demand answers. at least while you still have the chance.
'dah titon takpelah.' imissyou, you sleepyhead. and iloveyoutoo.
and that ladies and gentlemen, is about as mushy as i'll get.