i might as well be the eldest sibling since my mum treats me like one. never mind the fact that i am second. oh, arent i the lucky one.
day ended quite well. we stargazers have all the fun, i must say. the people fishing didnt bother us; fishing fishes that learnt the art of fishing. of course no fishes bit the line; theyre too smart to be lured by a pink/purple/yellow lure. tomorow's another workday for you, and im going to be left in the outskirts. i'm fine, ha ha.
(sidenote: i beat him in [xbox] wrestling, though it was only one match.)
sentosa on friday, something i look forward to. i want to feel the taste of the sea, the wind in my hair and the sand in my feet. of course, having my boos beside me is a plus point.
have i mentioned how much i miss my digicam? the fact that i cant just go snapping away at things that interest me sucks. i look at the box and wish that the digi would just miraculously appear.
conclusions are popping up in my head like pimples popping on a hormonal-raging teen's face.
the rules dont change right?
i absolutely cannot wait to get the skirt, the top, the other skirt, the job, the practise session of pool... i crowd my life with a lot of anticipation so that i wont be bored with it. i want to be free but not that free to the point that algae grows on my brain and i become one with the couch and remote. at some point, i want to be busy, like i was.
reimmersing myself with an old friend this week too. cant wait to recite and be reintroduced. i know i have not lost the touch. my mouth's just itching to go.
i hope to catch up with janna and zalifa. such wonderful memories and times shouldnt be hindered by us living different lives.
the world's going crazy and we're sinking down with it. someone once told me that i think too much about the world and other people. alleged person also said that it'll drive me crazy and all that feelings for uncontrollable situations of the world and other people will eat me up inside. how true that is is only something for me to tell.
i wish these thoughts would just leave.