Tuesday, April 12, 2005

preparing for today.

[emo trip: high on doves and brownies.]

okaylah. i cant help feeling a little guilty. you cant blame me.

it's weird. oprah really has alot of money. there are people out there who are peasants. came to a conclusion that the world is super weird.

i feel better today. i havent step out of the house yet. wonder which one will be better; interior or exterior. am listening to the armyboy tell ghost stories, on a bright afternoon. here's a tip: when faced with a bodiless ghost, stay put and pray your heart out.

happy birthday wan. may this day bring lots of happiness for you.

since it's not exactly bringing happiness for some people i know.

it's too bright, this ragdoll saying she cant put up with it anymore. just too white. i really wanted something dark and gloomy but i noted to myself that things do not exactly have to reflect my continous mood. things will lighten up.

im in between- a pessimist and an optimist. today, i feel like being optimistic. that's just the way i have to work today. it's a nice change.

there's blood on my fingers and i dunno where it's coming from.

if this keeps up, i am going to be in IAA (internet addict anonymous). although by telling this to you now, i wont be as anonymous as i want. oh, just pretend you don't know me.

I. O. U. upcoming weeks.

+ t-shirt design for camp committee . + get better. + 2 camp meetings . + newsletter meeting. + Tao Nan Carnival . + le open house . + ...