here's how my day starts: i'd be up by 3am doing work, until about 7am. then i'll go to sleep for about 1-2 hours and wake up at 9, head to the toilet, wash my face brush my teeth, comb my hair, make breakfast of two toasts with strawberry jam and (of course) hot coffee, switch on my comp, put on my brader's glasses, switch on the tv to kids central where powerpuff girls will be playing. then after powerpuff girls and pokemon (im a closet cartoon fan), i'd continue my work. in any case if i get distracted or restless, i'd go bloghopping, usually to other MCMers blogs. u know, just to feel comforted when they also mention about their work. Windows media player will play this looooooooong list of songs, most of them sung by female singers (just a thing i have when studying or doing work).
goodbye to you by michelle branch was playing and i was reading other MCMers blog. im not sure why but most of them were talking about leaving school, and graduating and saying how much they love each other and how much they'll miss each other. the song ends just as soon as i close the tabs on the blogs. how apt.
i cant help but sigh when i look at the entries. it's so sad. n really, how am i going to survive the big and real world without them (the other mcmers i have come to love and live with) by my side? im not even sure if im going to graduate.
i knew that penny's leaving but i didnt know when. she may not be close to me, but there were times last two sems when she has touched me in one way or another. she always made me feel better and i must say i will miss seeing her in school. i will miss the way she pronounce 's'. heh. i wonder when she'll be back. or will she be back at all? i duno, help please.
why is it something that we look forward to will always have a downside in the end?