i dont have to say who this is for. you know who you are.
i hate a lot of things in life. two of them include: people touching my powder/eyeliner and taking my things without asking me. i asked you if you took it and you said no. i wont get angry if you said yes, just freaking tell me. i wasnt even angry. i was too distracted to get angry at you. you were the one who got angry at me. sheesh.
i know she loves me, i never said otherwise. she's not exactly an expressionistic person either. it's just the way she makes me feel. i dont mind it if im healthy, really- im very tolerant. but i really cannot stand it if im already that sick. just give me a gun and i'll gladly shoot myself. that's how bad it is. you didnt hear what she said coz you werent here. whenever im sick, i dont tell her either. you're not the only one lah, ah.
im not depressed. just....distracted. why didnt you just ask me? i would have told you. i need someone to talk to anyways.
im sorry but i really dont have money right now. im saving up for it and i guess you should to. kalau nk bli barang sch, mak mesti kasi. notice the word mesti? if it's abt school, it's always ok go. just tell her earlier. meanwhile, i'll pay you back maybe in a couple of mth's time. i dont even noe when. i owe dil and djools money too. heh.
you can be so ridiculous sometimes. if you just come up to me and ask me instead of just assuming, then maybe all these uneeded bitter angriness wouldnt be around in the air, no?
hope we'll talk soon.