i am so very sorry. if my mom didnt complain, if she sent me to the doc's like she used to and if she gave me more money for the doctor, i dont think this would have happened. i dont know how to face them now. i really feel guilty because of what you have to go through because of me. i am trying really hard to get better, if it's possible to try.
this totally sucks. just when i thought things were going great...