i cried on tuesday while waiting for my number to be called at the doctor's. im not a crybaby, and im not gembeng, but i just felt so sad. i had only 30 bux in my wallet, and knowing my medicine, it'll cost more than that. what am i to do then? i smsed him and told him. then he said, he'll meet me straight after class. the number was 11, and i had number 15. i didnt know if he sempat ke tak.
i sat at the doctor's and thought about my lack of money. it was only tuesday and i had no money. my mom gave me 20 for the doctor. i only had ten. i thought about my friends and i realised that they wont be here for me if i told them i had no money but i would be there for them, without even thinking abt money. that is sad.
seeing him, walking up to me and then running to find an atm to draw his savings is quite touching, i had to refrain from tearing.
there are some people in my life that i wished i wouldnt care so much about but im really not sure right now why i care about them. i dont think they deserve it.