hari raya pt 1

it was such a hectic one this year but it went like a breeze. im talking abt the first day of hari raya. it was a chaotic affair with the amount of noise, aimless chatter and uncontrollable laughter. 2 panel vans, 1 passenger van and 1 car filled with people. took lots of pics.

there was something missing but i couldnt place my finger on what it is. there's this black hole that settled at the bottom of my stomach and stayed there. all i could do was ignore it (though im really not sure what it was). it's hard to describe the pit feeling. i felt like i was away at camp and i felt homesick, a certain longingness of something but i dont know what. it's so weird. and sad.

other than that, it was a great day. such a rarity.