what a funny day.
there's ups, downs and a whirlwind.
poor us caught up in all that.
ive never realised how rare the three of us meet until we started doing it weekly. i like it, but i just hate it how we came together because of problems. better than nothing actually.
it is true. i do put best friends first. but considering that i share every singlemost important thought with you, wont you say, we're bestfriends too? that's who i am, but no, i dont love you any lesser. a constant on my mind you always have been. comforting.
pop-ups every fucking ten seconds.
macam nak rembat aje ni monitor.
see, today is hilarious because anger comes and goes and then laughter somehow just made its presence known.
it was bliss walking around being able to see everything so clearly. contact lens day out i must say, and i enjoyed the view. counted stars, saw a cloudy jet, and faces of people i would never recognise on normal days. oh boy, this is fun!
i saw such colourful parachuters. i want to do that one day. i want to put on my striped parachute and glide through/in the air all day long. you people will look like the children of ants to me. and i will be one with the wings. ive always wanted to fly anyway.
we're not problem kids. well not really. we are maturing and we are coping with our bent lives. not that you will know, not that you would care to know. big fat TWENTY. and still bounded by people who dont accept us the way we are. hurts dont it? still we love them, as they do us.
a yellow full moon out. should have seen this coming, and i always get cramped faces when period is near. i still hate this, and yes, every month you will see this sentence: i will never get used to menstruation and having something long and absorbing stuck at ze vagina. i will never get used to cramps. Hah. i'd probably be a screaming raging woman yelling for some painkillers and kicking the nurse and biting my husband's hands when im in labour.
oh by the way, i am david sparkle is melodious and so melancholic, they took my breath away. i know i'm corny but hey, they're good. now if they would only add lyrics and voice to it all.