[emo trip: two and awake, pained. do the chicken dance sapheads.]
how is it that you can make me feel so small. amazing i say. draped in them normal clothes like those people and all of a sudden, i dont feel like anyone. sweet in pink they said. oh to someone who pretty much dont give a damn, words were wasted.
sad news. even if i didnt know him, it still is sad. one of them old atrium founders i was told. paths were crossed and now just remembrance. may he rest in peace on the greener side of Him.
can you believe a longer than long ride that i ever took. felt like 500 hours with a butt leg and crotch cramp, like the pad's creeping up into my vagina. never happened of course, super melodramatic me. didnt scream this time. took it all in and prayed mostly. heart went beyond throat. we're safe.
who said im not trying? the lorry ride was fantabulous though. very. fun staring at sky and being thrown around like fishes in a net. bounce we went, on ambellina's ambulance. dear baby's sick, the child i didnt foster.
quite a damper madagascar was. but hey, still entertaining; with witty jokes and subtle sarcastic non-jokes aimed at people who are in the know. animation's still amazing; dreamworks did it again. what's amazing is the idea and concept. the perception of animals and how even that is twisted. zebra bestfriends with its predator, a giraffe in need of psychiatric treatment, an indian accent ferret with a passion for song and dance, penguins ala Alias, a cute little thing with a lethal mouth- it's enticing how everything's turned; every single thought of them, about them and what they thought were altered.
june is when the sweeps period starts, a time to save i feel. model's selected, just waiting for paper with money.
a history within a history. i wished my wedding was this eventful. poor handsome him with that bump on head. oh well, at least we all have a nice story to tell. in the end that is. white polka dot shoes didnt damper the rain. other way around, i dont care.
wont you look at that; middle end people trying to act all high-end with them full of class, still trying. how's that for a fucking horror story. eksyen meksyen is something i hate, but applauded back there. is there a need to show? the world's not a bloody fashion runway.
dee's funny when she asked what she asked. laughed out loud in wonder. imbecilic for a while my brain was. not something i can get out off, im afraid, this commitment i have right now. huge as it is. i feel too much until big red tangled up veins in left area hurts. a realisation that nearly teared me. because it was huge.
you need to understand that it's not like that with me.
now. now it is.
alahai, places are gonna be filled with them young people, thanks to the school hols. too young for my taste; they should be locked up. it's tiring to keep telling them my age, but im fine with it. just tiring.
virginia is for lovers. yes, and im having an affair with santa claus.
ooooh laaa laaa.
hello my treacherous friend. thank you for joining me again. now i say let's run free. blow this joint off the map. cliche me and entertain me. slap on a dvd and watch.
im missing my little bit of communicating technology. disoriented.
little green car is the new perfection. and im your old imperfection.
forever will be. dont compare me to that green car. go rest now.