Monday, February 07, 2005

away from everyone, everything.

that's why i like beaches: they give me the power to get away from my life. there's nothing like sitting by the beach and feeling the wind playing with your hair (in my case, tudung).

it's been a while since we had any kind of conversation, be it on the phone or face to face. it was nice just now, just talking. im not sure if it's me and if im getting boring, but we dont seem to be talking on the phone anymore. maybe we're both tired. either way, i am para-to-the-noid.

i know we were supposed to have a swensen's dinner but this beats dinner at swensens anyday, seriously.

we were on the rocks, both staring at the stars. he was wishing for a shooting star and i was wishing i would not have to go back to my life. if i had paid attention about the stars and their placements when my dad taught me years ago i would at least be able to point out the name of each formation. it's amazing how they are, just there in the sky, unreachable but still in sight, always urging us to praise them.

it took the sea, the stars and the whole grey sky to remind me of how small we really are and how humble we must be to Him.

so five months six days' here. i dont have to say it for you to know.

I. O. U. upcoming weeks.

+ t-shirt design for camp committee . + get better. + 2 camp meetings . + newsletter meeting. + Tao Nan Carnival . + le open house . + ...