no other lever or switch, apparently
and i cannot just sit and stay and rollover
or play dead (though im getting better)
big plans big freaking dreams
same shitty scary, lovely.
the roles are getting lovelier by the way &
the fuckedup thing is i have no idea who's to blame
or what's to blame, and that's frightening.
what's wrong you said but you didnt voice.
push the button. push. the. button.
oh, this is getting too storybook creepy.