it is disappointing to look forward to something and then be told it's not gonna happen. im sorry. im as devastated as you, but im mellowed because im quite used to this, you see. that's why i usually make it a point not to plan. planning is a miser who refuses to give anyone the joy of getting what they had intend to get.
i'll take what i can get, says dashboardconfessional.
now i have moolah, but without a vacation. and i so badly want to get away but now im just stuck here. it's sickening lah, this placid place.
heartlanders in the morning stink. bathe already wont you, and save your bad breath for the people who love you because then they wont hate you. heartlanders are so daft sometimes, and so super kiasu it's not amusing anymore. i have little patience for people who are in dirty raggedy sweaty yesterday's clothes , stink, havent bathe and disgustingly noisy. i will take on a rude customer anyday, really. just dont give me them awful stinkazoids.
i tasted my first ben&jerry's today. the choc fudge brownie. wow, yum and ummmm, i want another one. dont come cheap do they, but quite heavenly they are. staff discount at its best, thank god im only working at river valley sometimes. i think i would have eaten every flavour in a week. oh, take me to the outlet at the zoo will you. i wanna explore.
'ah another typical day sending nad home.'
haha, pergi kencing ah.
today is a humourous day and ive learnt not to pick on a fight and just let it go because there are better things to do, nicer things to enjoy. half a moon we spotted while in the middle. and he rides with no hands halfway. breasts fell to knees dammit, like balls up in the throat.
i had fun with you today mr bubblemistboytakseberapetu.
i hope spending time wont be lesser now that days=work.
now's your turn: say something nice.
so okay, im all psyched up for whatever's happening. my plans to temporarily move to deargrandma's house was stop short by my dear great grandmother who's sick and staying there. damn her children and their children. an old woman shouldnt be left alone like that especially when she brought all of you up.
hah, nevermind. im just extra emotional and extra touche these past few days. half a moon, and one week more would mean the blood cycle again. booring.
he touched my forehead to see if im okay, hehe.