Sunday, October 01, 2006

selamat hari jadi, uh.

easier to say "happy" than be happy.
why is this every year.

ive reached 21. im getting older, and im happy because of that. ive reached 21, but i havent completed my list yet. a slight rift in a major date. not for you maybe, but being 21 changes everything.

i wish i can say some nice grown up quote here. but there is nothing to say. i'm still here, and im grateful for that. im still here and that really worries me. ive changed. and i like that. i havent really change from here, and that fckingsucks.

you know what else? im such a positive person, i cant help but think of positive thoughts. it helps yes, but it doesnt make it hurt any less. and that would be the aim for today.

happy 21st birthday dearme.
let's not look back now.

I. O. U. upcoming weeks.

+ t-shirt design for camp committee . + get better. + 2 camp meetings . + newsletter meeting. + Tao Nan Carnival . + le open house . + ...