here's something i dont get. and here's something so ever the typical.
my way? half the time you dont even noe what you wanna do. next time you dont want to do it, just say. dont go 'sembarang' with me when you dont actualie agree and then bring it up later to slap me in the face. for once, i want to do something, not sit around eat drink coffee bitch and talk. heck we dont even shop together anymore and we're all too tired to do a spontaneous activity that requires the least amount of sweat. quite frankly, im fucking sick of this mundane life im living and if something exciting is to happen, i would love to spend it with the two of you.
i want to live every moment. i dont want to sit around and lament about why people's lives are much more fucking interesting than mine (which is really what we ponder all the time). for once, i want to do something about it. if this is so bloody hard then maybe just maybe i'll see you on the 16th. this is so not what i need.