you know, i fear that if i actually act my age, i might lose a little bit of myself. heck, i might not even be myself. it's hard to be someone im not and i banned pretense from my life about 7 years back when i pretended to be someone im not.
i know im 20, but i dont act like it. im just like that, i think. i know nobody said anything, and nobody told me to act my age (except sometimes when they're just kidding... or are they? hmmm...), but on the way back home yesterday, i was just thinking about me, and my age. no particular reason.
im going to be 21 next year and im scared that if i still am this way, no one's going to take me seriously when im in the working world.
then again, im scared that i wont be any fun if im different as i am now.
i am officially confused.