jon said im fat and that my perut is big.
my mom said ive gained a lot of weight.
my dad said im occupying too much space on the 2-seater sofa.
my sister said that ive grown fatter.
wan said im fat, v dark, and that my stomach can be made into a kitaro like drum.
one of my old friends commented that ive grown bigger sideways.
my doctor said that though im small, gaining more weight is good (implying that im fat).
even djools said im fat.
oh, and i say im fat too.
i cant fit into my old yr 1 skirts. i cant fit into my kebayas from sec sch (though i could fit into them last 2 hari rayas). i keep eating sotong balls after dinner. i stopped basketballing. i cant seem to sleep at night so i always tend to snack. i havent shit for 3 weeks. my menstrual cramps are on its way but the blood havent arrive. my stomach's bloated and it keeps getting bigger. soon, i dont think i can fit into my clothes anymore.
i wish i can enjoy eating and still regurgitate everything that ive eaten out of my system. shitting is a big problem coz i cant seem to get the crap (literally) out.
i wish i can put my stubby short fingers down my throat, force myself to vomit and just puke it out. if i can carry that out for a couple of weeks, i think i'll lose weight.
shut up you, you thin people.