Thursday, January 13, 2005

if you dont care

if you dont care about us anymore just tell us. im sick of getting my hopes high only to find out that you dont want to meet us. it's disheartening. balik2 kite je mencari2 kau. it's annoying.

i feel so pathetic; always getting 'rejected' after i ask if we're going to meet.

dont complain that you dont know whats happening with our lives or that you feel left out when we talk about things. as much as we're busy, we still take time off to spend time with each other, but i guess you forgot that we do that huh?

we miss you, no doubt about that. but it's always us having all the effing initiative. our hopes are exhausted. stop being self centered. oh wait, thats impossible for you.

just remember that there are actually people who love you n are willing to be part of your nonexistent life (as you always like to put it). i guess you're just too busy/lazy/(insert ur own excuse here) to get one (a life i mean).

never mind me. im just another number in your address book. whatever that means.

I. O. U. upcoming weeks.

+ t-shirt design for camp committee . + get better. + 2 camp meetings . + newsletter meeting. + Tao Nan Carnival . + le open house . + ...