i'm sorry i havent been spending much time with you.
i know how sickening it is to look at an un-updated blog so people, im sorry for not updating. sometimes i feel the urge to but i have to fight it. once i start writing, i know i cant stop. that's just me, i guess. (im typing this as fast as possible coz my mom is screaming at me to stop using the comp and iron the clothes i want to wear.)
i had a lot of bloggable moments but choose to not type/write it down. when i really have the time, i'll have to dig out every surpressed thing out and then you'll get the proper update.
just dont think too much and dont regret whatever you do. you're not the only one who's gonna suffer, you know? i still believe that love will conquer anything if you just have enough faith in it. yah, yah, so im a closet sappy romantic. honestly, who isnt? heh.
cik lila's wedding is today. it's a 'v close relatives' only thingy so everyone's involved. which is prolly the reason why we're leaving the house in another 30 minutes time though the ceremony starts at 2pm (it's only 10:42am btw).
my throat, chest and neck still hurts. im getting very breathless. i'll be fine.
wish i can spend some time with you. guess conversations on the phone will have to do.